So iam stupid... (!?)

One college at work asked me whether i like working in this new company. So i said im still adapting things because of the big different between this company and the previous company i worked for. One thing for sure is the load of work. Here, i work like 24 hours seems not enough :D.

Oh ok she said, but u got a higher salary of course. No i said. Then she said, sorry for telling you this, but i say ur stupid. Hahaha, that was the first time for me, a person i rarely know saying im stupid right into my face.

Well im not angry, for i know what kind of a person she is but that made me wondering and thinking. Am I stupid ?.

I chose this completely new thing for some reasons :

1. i want to learn this field, since i see it has a bright future


2. Now i have a lot of my 'me' time, and im not a money oriented person. so why not ?


3. This is the first time for me to work in this huge company with so many foreigners. Now i know how does it feel to work with them. Not that easy for sure :D

When i said to her, that i want to get its knowledge, she just said, not for me, i had enough of it. Well everybody has their own choice. Mine, is i believe the best for me for now. I dont know in the future. Lets not think that far shall we :).

Whether i failed or succeed, i dont know, but one think for sure is, if i failed, I could say to my self and to the world that 'Hey At Least I Try, and i wont regret it a bit'. And If i succeed, i could smile widely and happily, saying Alhamdulillah :).

So..am i stupid ?.